Everyday holds something new for me. I can never say what I will feel like. But what I wanna know is when did I lose hope? What day did my attitude change? I can’t answer that. No one can answer that. The only thing I can answer is that it stops today. I am done. I don’t know how many times I have sad that but this time I mean it. I want to change, so I will. 

That’s my new years revolution. To change.